2016

I started writing again. Expressing my emotions.
Be positive. I always smile at the mirror and look at my reflection.
I am not being content. Thus, I try to be grateful and always count my blessings.
Bad work, terrible emotions, sweep them away.
Fill my heart with your joy and peace, Lord.
It's so tough when you realize someone so close to you become silent.
You don't know what happened. Did i do something wrong?
Did i say something hurtful unknowingly?
I learn to be kind, embrace the problem with patience.
Patience, is never easy.
Humility.
Joy.
It's a tough semester.
I have to go through.
It will be over soon, i promise.

下雨的夜晚

Couldn't even let go.
There are 5 stages of grieving. And now i'm back to denial state.
That's the reason i'm so afraid of losing, losing someone precious, letting them go.
Memories do not fade away, it still lingers fresh in my mind.