It's second day of Chinese New Year.
Happy Chinese New Year peeps! :D
A rather cold new year!
Sometimes, the memories are replayed, so inevitably.
Pure whiten tears, just faded away. Fiendishly missing you.
I couldn't do anything, though.
I need to overcome, this enormous and unwell feeling.
That's just for a moment, you and i are not meant to be together.
How outstanding, to hide all these emotions.
A cobalt-blue sky, rather sultry,
Supposed to be an auspicious year.
Why should i, let these feelings grow, stronger,
until i can't resist.
No fretting, it's so meaningless and useless.
What can i do now, when i see you,
just a wistful smile.
When i get closer to you, you get further away from me.
I hate my splitting heart.
I know, i don't have the dignified right to be miserable, for you.
I meant nothing to you.
So obviously, a plausible explanation.
Back to the past few years, i miss the time.
At the moment i shed my tears, you gave me a fruitplus sweet.
Lol. Hahaha, that should be the joke of this year.
I will just keep that in my mind, bury inside heart.
You are not the right one.
My instinct is always accurate.
You just have to let go of it, and walk in your own way.
Love.
Not ought to be drifting inside,
the honey will not always stay,
and soon, bitterness comes.
Unless you have the courage,
to make it sweeter.
And so reluctantly,
I have neither the guts to step forward, nor backward.
It's so unpredictable.
I don't have a stout heart, and
i don't think i will win, in war of love,
wearing the helmet of victory, heading back proudly,
You made me feel so insecure.
What i need to do now,
is not to exhibit my feelings, and slowly,
forget the old reminiscences.
❤
