Saturday, July 14, 2012

After a long time.

I don't know what title to put, instead i put the title which i am listening now.
Today was sports day! Well, Topaz was the last. Oppss.
What i realised, there is not certainty in this world.
I didn't expect Topaz's tarik tali would lose.
However, it was the last year, so i did really appreaciate everything.
Trying to capture the memories, so that i would not have regrets.
It's July. So near, yet i have no confidence.
Sucks right? I went to education fair today.
Well. The fees are really expensive.
I wanted to study at International Medical University.
AHHH. I am not sure. Such a dilemma.
Can i cope to the studies? Will i give up?
Such an infinity.
I am lost. I don't know which direction i should go.
It is quite vital, yet i don't know what to do.
I need to wake up.
I need to be Lord's humble servant.
Relationship, is an unknown.
I don't want to think about it anymore.
What i want to concentrate is, honour God's name.
I bow my knees before you. Lead me, to your way and your will,
but not mine. Because your thoughts and minds are higher than us.
Teach me, to love everyone beside me, as you love me.