Numb dumb O.o

I’m back, again. Hehehe. I’m in penang now. Onlining in the hotel. I’m really grateful to my brother, he allowed me to bring his laptop,(he just bought it a few days ago) :D I miss wonderking. Oh dear, I felt like playing with it. Jelly, please don’t quit; you are a good guild master, indeed. I have never met a wonderful guild master like you ;( I miss you too,Isolo ;( They are my internet friends, and I felt so heavy-hearted to leave them. Aiks, I am so miserable. Sigh, I ain’t know what to do. When I think of next year, I will be a little sinking heart. It will be a tough year, everything will be changed. I will not online or play wonderking everyday. That’s impossible to me to contact with them. Or, perhaps they will be busy, since the time in Canada/Australia/America is so much different compared in Malaysia. And if jelly wanted to quit, she will play legend of edda. Seriously, I don’t know what is that game. But I think I will check it. Sigh, I wonder why I became so opstimistic. What I hope is I can contact them, chat and play with them. They are good, no, best buddies. Oh, hahas, kaiza, I didn’t see him onlining, but he level 100. == Hahaas. Uhm, I will be counting down in penang, without my brother and father. So lonely, and I don’t feel like going to 2011. Time flies. And of course, 2012, spm. Everything. I don’t know how am I going to put them down. *Sobbing* Will I be a dandelion and fly to a far far far country to further my study? I’m such a nincompoop. Ugh! Gotta go now. I miss you ;( And how many sighs I wrote? Lol. Wei xin, Khoi wei, Shu ping, Jin Yuen, I should tell you a thing when the school reopens (: (: That’s uhh,funny? == Remind me if I forgot about it. And the hint is letter L. xD

p/s: Wei xin and Khoi wei are grouped, shu ping, jin yuen and yee cheen are in another group ;P Hahahas, Guess how I grouped them :D Oink Oink, bacon is pig :D Hohoho. :/

WELCOME, to 2011 (:

IF there is 'if',

New drama :D hehehe. But still, 2011 ==

I want your cuddle :/
I can't even find one. that i like.

When will be the day?
Till i fly away.

If we fall in love
Maybe we`ll sing this song as one
If we fall in love
We can write better a song than this
If we fall in love
We will have this melody in our heads
If we fall in love
Anywhere with you would be a better place..

Are you nuts? I'm asking myself.

Oh hoho, it's been a long time i didn't update my blog.
Miss me terribly? Tell me you do. Hahahs. *I'm being so perasan*
As you know, i am busy playing WonderKing.
Level 82, Saint :D Hahaha. Living in my child world. Lol.
PMR results are coming out today.
Yes, TODAY.
I don't know how to express my feelings.
It's just like, i am so neutral. Between happiness and sadness.
I don't know why.
8A's. I was like, ' Oh, that's my results?'
Then nothing happened.
I went to tution as i do every week.
I miss tze hui :( Next year, we will tution together xD Hooray!
Out of my loneliness in the class.
I'm so quiet, that i even admire myself.
I used to be so active in class. HAHAHA.
Forget about it.
Study is my responsibility.
No other craps. As i promised myself. Lol.
And of course, Jesus stays Number One. :D

Unstoppable :(

First of all, let me greet Hello to all of you (:
Hahahas.
Well, you may think i am so insane and crazy.
But i don't know why, the feeling is a little bit..inevitable.
I play wonderking, as usual :P
And i met a player.
He is awesome (:
We chatted a lot. Hahahas.
His name is Byron. I thought it's Bryan. ==
But the name is cute, though.
He is 17 years old and he is in America.
Oh dear, a far far far kingdom from Malaysia :D
His family is his everything and he has 2 brothers and 2/3(I forgot) sisters.
He used to have a twin brother, but he died on the second day when he was bornt.
It's sad. And age gaps ==
His oldest brother is 42 years old. And my expression was like "Woah!"
He has nieces too.
I asked about the religion. At first, he said he's a catholic, but then a christian.
He was so blurred. Hehe.
I asked about the History subject.
He said it's a must-subject in America. Same in Malaysia.
He always gets A (: How cool is that, huh?
And. The funny thing.
He used to have 3 girlfriends. His parents agree too.
I asked him again. How did you break up?
His answer really made me laugh a lot. (: (:
''Wait them to break up.'' he replied.
I was like 'Huh?'
'That will not show me look like a bad guy.'' he added.
I countinued,'So will you further your study to other country?'
'Yes, i will go to Japan and teach English.' he said.
He knows how to speak Japanese.
And he wants to learn mandarin too.
How cute :D
I need to surmount my feelings. (: (:
Fairytale, is a story.
But how? I am so deadly dead.
I like him? Hahahas. I don't know. Perhaps i treat him as a friend.
But it's fun to know an American friend :P

Millk, digest with me.

OH dear. I couldn't sleep without milk.
I slept at 2 yesterday. No milk.==
Seriously, i dont know what to do.
NARNIA :D
And
JUST CALL ME NOBODY (:
Oh, dear dear, i haven't booked the tickets yet.
4? (: (:
Internet was super laggy yesterday.
Perhaps i played too much games ==
But i tried my best. Hahahas.
Addiction, huh?
And i think a lot of things.
胡思乱想。

你能往前走 我也厭倦了再蹉跎
緊抱住的綠洲 是殘破的海市蜃樓

崩溃

可笑。可悲。
我不知道。
到底我做错了什么？

That's a definitely incredible place,

The water ripples and sparkles.
HEHEHE, Won't you believe?
It's a nice place for love birds.
Oh, please, Not you. Of course, are you? Or aren't you?

Forget about it (: I'm just a little playful today.
Oh, drizzling.
The coolness of rain, and the fresh green carpet grass.
Lie down and feel the nature.

Dragonflies, flying around you.
When you pass them.
Red or green. Their magnificent colour.
What am i hoping is, fireflies.

Impossible. But i satisfied.
Dragonflies are rare too.
Lucky, or not.
They may grant you a wish.

Shhh! Can you feel it?
Tick-tocks, uhh-uhh.
Not round or rectangle clock.
It's the water droppings from the furthest place.

Sky. Still, blue colour.
Is it could be mauve?
Oh, definitely yes.
When you are the lucky person. Dream it.

Reminisce, the best thing in your life.
Precious gift from the GOD.
Will you sedate in front of her/him?
Hahaha, who knows?

Listen, your heart is fluttering.
Talk to her/him with unusual fervour.
Cuddle a person when he/she needs.
Give your warmth (:

I'm so infatuated with you, lake.