Would you take my hand?

It's a day i realise. A significant day that made my mind clear. You can ignore it but you can't deny it. It may be the truth, no, it is the truth. It's April, and going to end very soon, to the May. Umpteen of things, i don't have ample time to really care, to digest and to appreciate. It's hilarious, when you thought of the memories. How things had happened. Sometimes, i just hesitated a little. The pictures evoked the memories of ours. It was past tense. I could still remember how silly we were when we were used to be friends. And i even thought of we could lead a pretty mundane existence if we stayed on together. Time was the everything, to prove you were right or the another way. It was proven, so reluctantly, i hated to say that we were not able to go back, like where i met you. I could only pray hard, for your happiness and belief. It was fate, however i strongly believed that it was one of God's plans. He brought you away, and took the other in to my life. I shall appreciate it, and yes, it was magical when you got so close with someone in a very short time. I wanted to thank you, for everything we had went through whether laughter or sadness. I agreed that i was morose for a couple of periods, and i was so truly sorry. I hoped to see you with your alluring smile, although me may not be so close anymore.

Another breath

Take my hand, take a breath, hold me close.
It sounds so familiar. Hahaha.
It's April. My darling's birthday (:
Well, a sissy brother. Lol.
I want to heave a sigh of relief.
A lot of things happened, and you don't even have time to digest.
How it happened. And why it happened.
Questions kept turning and churning and burning inside me.
I was just wandering.
Wonder how long will it take to see his seraphic smile.
It might be a imagination.
Of the far beyond kingdom, where a little princess and prince living together.
No, it's not a fairytale.
It's a dream, where absurdity stays.

I have gotta to wake up, very soon.