YRROS

YRROS.
Figure it out.
I'm sorry indeed.
Heeee! Thanks for forgiving.
I shouldn't throw.
Well, anyway i promised myself.
Not to talk too much, to interrupt others, to throw things, to smile.

Reply to my DCFF

LOL! Balloon party.
Sorry yea, not now.
Because my dad is coming back tomorrow.
And maybe friday i'm not going to school!
Heee! Maybe next time!
Don't angry!
Everything is getting worse and worse.
Sigh, it's ok for me.
But it burdened me a lot.

Dream

I dreamt yesterday night.
It was a strange dream, and of course.
Tears rolling down my cheeks.

This pet, i dreamt about it.
My mother slept with me yesterday because her room was noisy.
The other row of house was preparing this and that for someone's death.
Blah.
The story began like this:
I bought a puppy then i don't know why my mother bought the two prairie dog.
They are not a dog, just like squirrel. >.Then one day, i want to feed my pets.
I found out they were gone.
So i asked my mum, where were them?
My mum said that my brother said they are ugly so my mum just put them into each a small bottle and put them at the school.
When i ran to school, i ran and ran. Finding them.
Finally, i saw them.
And my brother's friend realised and gave me the bottle.
I cried, because just only one second, ONE! They would not die.
I can't forgive myself. ONE SECOND! Why i couldn't run faster?
They were like hamster, eating something then because none of oxygen they died.
I dashed out of the school, and asked mum.
Why did she put them in a bottle?
WHY? Why didn't give it back to pets wonderland or someone who really wanted to rare it?
I could not understand.
She just gave me a bad look and pretended she didn't care.
I was so angry. I wanted her to give back the prairie dogs' life but i couldn't.
I couldn't even hurt a fly.
That's why.
And i don't know when i was finding the pets, i went to klcc and found a poor lady.
I was going to donate some money but my brother pushed me away.
As i know, it was a terrible dream in my life.
I have never dreamt about that.
If that happens in my real life, i can't forget and forgive myself.
It's my fault to buy puppy and let my mother have a chance to buy the prairie.
Phew, it's just a dream.
A terrible thing.
Dream. =(

To my friends

Yea, what is the aim?
I'm lost, again.
I don't know why.
Maybe my situation is like you, yi hua.
Friendship.
It's so hard to walk.
Like the topic, you don't know about what they are talking.
Movies or class homeworks.
I fell down again.
Yet, they waited for me but i rejected.
It's kinda strange.
And of course, awkward.


Staying alone at there, i prefer walking myself.
I don't need to worry about anything.
I'm stressed.
Looking jia hui and yi ni are together, caryn and pu yeh,
Even fong yee and khoi wei.
That's why i don't like with them.
I'm like the third one.
I don't like to interrupt them.
Probably they are sharing their only secrets, Only.
Sigh, i pretended to be happy.
Well, it's too hard.
I'll be walking alone(:
I'm ok, ok ;D
Hehe.
When i was standard six, i remembered all things.
My friends, they are better.
We are just kidding around, laughing at the stupid jokes.
And love, of course.
My memories flash back, always.
HE asked me to play maple again.
I'm really thinking about it.
If i played, will i fall in love with him deeper?
Is our future birght?
It is hurts, enough!
ENOUGH for all!
I'm tired and i need rest rest rest.
I was hoping to transfer a new school, a new environment.
Is there a school with no fight, jealousy and sadness?
I guess there is one, THE ONLY ONE.
Jesus christ. HEAVEN, my home (:
FORGIVE ME! I'm sorry for what i've done.


To wei xin,
Yea, you must be really shocked. I'm sorry for not telling you all the truth. I don't know what happened to myself these few days, I just UGH! Getting really pissed off! Sorry, i can't tell you who is that, and of course, it's not you, don't be so sensitive. BE happy, that's my wish to you ;D

To yi hua,
I don't know. Will contact you in the mail. Hehe.

To penny,
For you, you are a preetty gal for me. Even my brother says so. SHHH! Thanks! And i like the pets in pet society too.

To Hui Wen,
I don't think so you will be seeing my blog, cause you have so many friends in your own blog. Just wanna to thank you for your warm smile.

To yan yee,
What i can say is, i really appreciated what you said to me everyday and i just pretended i don't care. Sorry.

To pu yeh,
Sorry for being so unhappy to you, you said i'm so foolish to give something to XXX. Yea, i'm really dumb, i know. And really thanks, i appreciate our friendship that lasts from standard one till now. Hope you are too.

To yi ni,
Well, dear cousin. You are really good to me and yew ben. We always bully you, almost everyday, although you need to "seperate" your nice bread to us. Hehee. You treat good to me. Erm, hope we will not be quarelling for other things. (although i don't know who teddy is, but i just know about teddy bear is in my house and laying on my comfortable bed(=)

To jia hui,
I like you to accompany me to go pejabat or take buku kawalan. Lanang, i know who is he. Tun Sri Lanang, in sejarah form 1. Hahas.

Well, that's all. I'm tired.

Online VS offline

Well, i am onlining now.
When i saw him onlining, i bet he saw mine.
Then he offlined.
Blah, maybe i'm too sensitive but is it too weird?
Sigh, praying for Puppiesss (:

Sorrow

Heart broke,
tears rolling out,
you are not the one.
I love the DOG! (:
But you don't allow.
I called to papa just now.
He allows me but you didn't.
FINE!
Whatever.
It's ok if you just keep quiet.
BUT YOU DIDN"T!
You keep saying that i'm stupid.
Nothing can be done by me.
Well, just pissed off!

Chermaine's birthday

First of all, sorry for not blogging these few days.
Hee, i'm just too lazy.
Yesterday was a blackout at night.
I'm so scared and alone =(
My parents were not at home.
Sigh.



Aaron and yew ben.



Well, this is chermaine's mother and chermaine (:



She is cute, isnt' she?



My mother and aunties



My closee cousin=P
He is used to be fat, see now he's so slim.



Don't try to pretend to smile, chermaine.
I know you don't want to take picture with Isaac =]!
Joking.



These 3 cousins.
See their face and know how naughty they are.



Teehee (:



Eating, huh?



Grandma and grandpa ^^



Kai ma and kai yeh x)



She is heavy, i can said that.



Si yun, sharon and yun ni

Happy birthday, tan chermaine.



Her family.



I looked so ugly.

I hope they are not fighting there. =.=
*zoom in* See the boys.

Well, bye!

Update

Aha, I just want to update my blog.
I felt *sien*
Today kawat really killed me down.
The weather was so hot.
Well, luckily i'm in the middle of jia hui and wei xin.
Teacher is so slow that she couldn't see us changing our place.
Muahaha.
Sigh, time really passed so fast.
It's July now!
Woah, PMR is around the corner.
Lol!