DEAD

I have to say that...
MY BLOG IS DEAD!
Well, i gave up.


p/s: I went to see kounselor today, surprised?She is like my other uhhh..friend? She knows everything by seeing my drawing and some words behind. She can help me go through with it (: I hope that happens to wei xin and caryn too. Solve our problems. Ours.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI HUA!

心底

被人说不会抓机，是我生日最大的讽刺。
被人用恶劣，责怪的眼神望着我，是我人生中最心碎的一刻。

Teenstreet

Owh yea, my first birthday card.
From teenstreet.
I'm quite surprised.
(:
Well, that's all.
i felt dizzy now.
I want pomeranian!
It's so CUTE!
Now, i am checking the things i want from internet.
Hahahaa, my brother need to buy for me!

MATAHARIKU by agnes monica (:

Well, i just love this song.
It's a malay song from Indo.
Agnes monica is awesome ;D
Heee!
Her song, Matahariku.
Click here if you want to listen.
But i think i just post it here.
Hahaa!


The lyrics:

Tertutup sudah pintu, pintu hatiku
Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu
Kini kau pergi dari hidupku
Kuharus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

Reff1:
Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Reff2:
Dengarlah matahariku, suara tangisanku
Kubersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu

DUMB Doggiee and Hamster!

Heee, i'm happy today.
Yi ni and her sister, Yunni came to my house just now.
Istead of talking about mooncake festival, we played with Rex1 and Rex2.
Rex1 is my hamster.
Rex2 is my dog.
Funny, huh?
Rex 1 and rex 2 is invented by my cousin, Sharonn.. ;D
Yi ni and yunni helped me washed my hamster's cage.
It has been a long time when i washed rex 1's house!
So we did it today.
Uhh, actually yun ni just played with my dog. And kept feeding my hamster.
heellooo? Have anybody seen a hamster eating and rescuing itself from a pool of water?
It sounds funny.
Well, rex 2 was jealous.
He kept disturbing yi ni from wiping the cage using an underwear =.=
Rex 2 bit the underwear and pull it from yi ni's hand.
LOL!
Well, yi ni and yunni.
Thanks for coming to my house.
YOU all cheer me up again from thinking yesterdays.
Well, forget about it!
Owh, i hope i can find a training dog course.
Rex 2 need it!
It is hyperactive and naughty.


Rex 2
favourite toy: yi ni's white sandals!

A-L-O-N-E candle

Mooncake festival, yeap! Is today.
I supposed to celebrate with my cousins.
But the result is we didn't.
So i decided to write my blog.
After seeing someone's blog, i felt a little bit upset..
Well, i don't know what happened to me.
And why am i being so sensitive when someone's blog wrote about them...?
Ugh, i should be generous, kind and i don't care anything!
I don't want to think about either.
Yi hua, i have the same situation with you now ;(
Is friendship long lasting?
I'm so afraid to answer this, but somehow i still have to face it alone.


I may look strong but i'm weak~!



My first pressie from Gladys!
Thanks! (:
I love the pen and the box..
And a leg bracelet, something like that.
Hahaa ;D
These are the only things that cheer me up today.




Silky white pens! They are from parker brand.





I'm deciding.. Should i or not?
It is all my feelings and thought.



为什么决定了后，看了部落格，却犹豫不决呢？
她，也许不是我的。。。她是她们的家族。
我，只是一个毫不起眼的配角而已。
为什么，要给我希望后，但又不实现？
那我宁愿不要你的承诺，让我活在个人的空间里。
别再次给我无法实现的空望。
别再让我为友情再一次，
心碎。

Luckily, she chatted with me.
And i felt PROUD to have a friend like her (:
She said:
"Remember, i will be there for you once you yell my name."

树=爱

一颗种子，
种下了，
必须施肥，除草。
好像爱情，
慢慢地栽培，
还必须用心去体会。
种子发芽了，就是爱情稳定了，
但是必须用更多的时间，精力去培养。
当一棵小树生虫，等于爱情发生吵架及不和等，
这更需要用爱和时间去治疗。
如果虫越生越多，爱情便会淡了。
当虫霸占了整棵树，就是没救了。
那爱情就结束。
相反的，用时间去治疗。。
树健康了，爱情的路上更稳定。
如果，双方到了结婚的地步，
树就会结果，甜蜜的果子。
好比夫妻结婚生子。
但是，如果不再用心去照顾，树会生病。
甚至枯萎。
这样的比喻好像夫妻离婚了。
家，破裂了，没有以往的温暖。

爱情，不是随随便便的要就硬撑着接受，不要就抛弃。
如果爱情是一厢情愿，那干脆不要开始，以免受伤的终究会是自己。
如果，双方真的肯牺牲，家庭又赞成，那就接受吧！

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