Disaster

My hamster dead.
He is gone.
I can't play my piano because i don't learn.
My mother doesn't let me learn.
That's it.
NO HIM,
NO HAMSTER,
NO PIANO,
my world is really going to be black.
I am lost,totally.
What do good results for?
FOR my parents.
I'm not happy, it's nothing,
GOOD results meant NOTHING,
pu yeh, you are so lucky to have such nice parents.
If i get those results, my mum exactly hit me. Like last time.
Appreciate them.
I need you.
I need you.
I need you,
You don't know.
heart is bleeding.
you still don't know i love you.
how can i fall in love with you?
I hate myself,
I hate myself,
I HATE myself!