Take my hand, take a breath, hold me close.
It sounds so familiar. Hahaha.
It's April. My darling's birthday (:
Well, a sissy brother. Lol.
I want to heave a sigh of relief.
A lot of things happened, and you don't even have time to digest.
How it happened. And why it happened.
Questions kept turning and churning and burning inside me.
I was just wandering.
Wonder how long will it take to see his seraphic smile.
It might be a imagination.
Of the far beyond kingdom, where a little princess and prince living together.
No, it's not a fairytale.
It's a dream, where absurdity stays.
I have gotta to wake up, very soon.
Friday, April 13, 2012
Sunday, February 5, 2012
事不如意
蛮震惊。
一段感情，悄悄地在萌芽。
感情，一发不可收拾。
难以控制。
当你最信任的朋友，跟你一样，
喜欢上了同一个。
你会放弃吗。还是在埋怨。
那种心痛，是怎么的锥心。
那种的遗憾，到底怎么掩盖。
我知道，我不会明白，
爱情，有多么的伤痛。
没经过，不会那么难受。
可是，在立场上，我都觉得不舒服了。
何况是你。一定很痛吧。
盟约，怎么变得脆弱。
那面玻璃，已经伤痕累累。
用什么，可以疗伤呢？
一段感情，悄悄地在萌芽。
感情，一发不可收拾。
难以控制。
当你最信任的朋友，跟你一样，
喜欢上了同一个。
你会放弃吗。还是在埋怨。
那种心痛，是怎么的锥心。
那种的遗憾，到底怎么掩盖。
我知道，我不会明白，
爱情，有多么的伤痛。
没经过，不会那么难受。
可是，在立场上，我都觉得不舒服了。
何况是你。一定很痛吧。
盟约，怎么变得脆弱。
那面玻璃，已经伤痕累累。
用什么，可以疗伤呢？
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
A moment like this.
It's second day of Chinese New Year.
Happy Chinese New Year peeps! :D
A rather cold new year!
Sometimes, the memories are replayed, so inevitably.
Pure whiten tears, just faded away. Fiendishly missing you.
I couldn't do anything, though.
I need to overcome, this enormous and unwell feeling.
That's just for a moment, you and i are not meant to be together.
How outstanding, to hide all these emotions.
A cobalt-blue sky, rather sultry,
Supposed to be an auspicious year.
Why should i, let these feelings grow, stronger,
until i can't resist.
No fretting, it's so meaningless and useless.
What can i do now, when i see you,
just a wistful smile.
When i get closer to you, you get further away from me.
I hate my splitting heart.
I know, i don't have the dignified right to be miserable, for you.
I meant nothing to you.
So obviously, a plausible explanation.
Back to the past few years, i miss the time.
At the moment i shed my tears, you gave me a fruitplus sweet.
Lol. Hahaha, that should be the joke of this year.
I will just keep that in my mind, bury inside heart.
You are not the right one.
My instinct is always accurate.
You just have to let go of it, and walk in your own way.
Love.
Not ought to be drifting inside,
the honey will not always stay,
and soon, bitterness comes.
Unless you have the courage,
to make it sweeter.
And so reluctantly,
I have neither the guts to step forward, nor backward.
It's so unpredictable.
I don't have a stout heart, and
i don't think i will win, in war of love,
wearing the helmet of victory, heading back proudly,
You made me feel so insecure.
What i need to do now,
is not to exhibit my feelings, and slowly,
forget the old reminiscences.
❤
Happy Chinese New Year peeps! :D
A rather cold new year!
Sometimes, the memories are replayed, so inevitably.
Pure whiten tears, just faded away. Fiendishly missing you.
I couldn't do anything, though.
I need to overcome, this enormous and unwell feeling.
That's just for a moment, you and i are not meant to be together.
How outstanding, to hide all these emotions.
A cobalt-blue sky, rather sultry,
Supposed to be an auspicious year.
Why should i, let these feelings grow, stronger,
until i can't resist.
No fretting, it's so meaningless and useless.
What can i do now, when i see you,
just a wistful smile.
When i get closer to you, you get further away from me.
I hate my splitting heart.
I know, i don't have the dignified right to be miserable, for you.
I meant nothing to you.
So obviously, a plausible explanation.
Back to the past few years, i miss the time.
At the moment i shed my tears, you gave me a fruitplus sweet.
Lol. Hahaha, that should be the joke of this year.
I will just keep that in my mind, bury inside heart.
You are not the right one.
My instinct is always accurate.
You just have to let go of it, and walk in your own way.
Love.
Not ought to be drifting inside,
the honey will not always stay,
and soon, bitterness comes.
Unless you have the courage,
to make it sweeter.
And so reluctantly,
I have neither the guts to step forward, nor backward.
It's so unpredictable.
I don't have a stout heart, and
i don't think i will win, in war of love,
wearing the helmet of victory, heading back proudly,
You made me feel so insecure.
What i need to do now,
is not to exhibit my feelings, and slowly,
forget the old reminiscences.
❤
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Sunday, December 25, 2011
枫
他怎么样，都不关我的事。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
对不起，我伤害了你。
长痛不如短痛。
断掉吧。反正世界还很大。
何必。我这枝摇摇欲坠的烂花。
我真的很不好。
脾气坏到死。冷漠无情。
搭人不理。我行我素。
不值钱。呵呵。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
还有另一个他。
为何眷恋。不该有的思念。
应该无牵绊。
不该有任何的感情。
哪怕是一点点。
还有，他的事，更不关我的事。
为何理会。
不管事。嗯。不管。
没泪。
却伤感。
我到底是怎么了。
干嘛彷徨。干嘛寻觅。
自己靠自己。
因为，没有那个去交好友的资格。
伤害了人。不可以再去伤害其他。
静静的。个人。应该会好吧。
反正，人本来就孤单。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
柳树。
的叶子很特别。
飘落在地上。
轻轻地。
听啊，
那掉落的声音。
凋零的，枯叶，
究竟代表什么。
生命的重来？
仰或是，生命的最后一曲？
人真的很自私。
不会珍惜。
错过了，哪轻易而举的重获？
失去了，就回不来了。
就像打破了玻璃，怎么拼，
还是有那裂缝。
很深的伤口，不知怎么地，
遗憾了，还是改变不了。
没了，就是没了。
不属于你的，终究你得不到。
执着，只会让你不断，
在受伤里，慢慢长大。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
对不起，我伤害了你。
长痛不如短痛。
断掉吧。反正世界还很大。
何必。我这枝摇摇欲坠的烂花。
我真的很不好。
脾气坏到死。冷漠无情。
搭人不理。我行我素。
不值钱。呵呵。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
还有另一个他。
为何眷恋。不该有的思念。
应该无牵绊。
不该有任何的感情。
哪怕是一点点。
还有，他的事，更不关我的事。
为何理会。
不管事。嗯。不管。
没泪。
却伤感。
我到底是怎么了。
干嘛彷徨。干嘛寻觅。
自己靠自己。
因为，没有那个去交好友的资格。
伤害了人。不可以再去伤害其他。
静静的。个人。应该会好吧。
反正，人本来就孤单。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
柳树。
的叶子很特别。
飘落在地上。
轻轻地。
听啊，
那掉落的声音。
凋零的，枯叶，
究竟代表什么。
生命的重来？
仰或是，生命的最后一曲？
人真的很自私。
不会珍惜。
错过了，哪轻易而举的重获？
失去了，就回不来了。
就像打破了玻璃，怎么拼，
还是有那裂缝。
很深的伤口，不知怎么地，
遗憾了，还是改变不了。
没了，就是没了。
不属于你的，终究你得不到。
执着，只会让你不断，
在受伤里，慢慢长大。
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Knowing i should forget.
This is a very nice korean song (;
And i love the lyrics.
Unwaving support.
My maid came back, oh great.
No nagging of mother.
And i dont have to moan. ;p
Oh exams again in January, moreover it's after Chinese New Year.
How am i going to celebrate?
Sigh, it's always like that, isn't it?
I guess, i will update my blog less frequently.
I don't know what to write, it's just kept in heart,
Bottled passion.
Passion that can't be expressed, but have to kept in a tiny bottle.
How miserable.
The curtains billowed gently.
So soft of your voice.
I miss you, my cosy friend,
it's been a long time.
Yes,a long time.
I reckon that you are living well.
You should, and must, be happy,
without me.
And i love the lyrics.
Unwaving support.
My maid came back, oh great.
No nagging of mother.
And i dont have to moan. ;p
Oh exams again in January, moreover it's after Chinese New Year.
How am i going to celebrate?
Sigh, it's always like that, isn't it?
I guess, i will update my blog less frequently.
I don't know what to write, it's just kept in heart,
Bottled passion.
Passion that can't be expressed, but have to kept in a tiny bottle.
How miserable.
The curtains billowed gently.
So soft of your voice.
I miss you, my cosy friend,
it's been a long time.
Yes,a long time.
I reckon that you are living well.
You should, and must, be happy,
without me.
Friday, December 2, 2011
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