Everyone deserves.
Heal me.

2016

I started writing again. Expressing my emotions.
Be positive. I always smile at the mirror and look at my reflection.
I am not being content. Thus, I try to be grateful and always count my blessings.
Bad work, terrible emotions, sweep them away.
Fill my heart with your joy and peace, Lord.
It's so tough when you realize someone so close to you become silent.
You don't know what happened. Did i do something wrong?
Did i say something hurtful unknowingly?
I learn to be kind, embrace the problem with patience.
Patience, is never easy.
Humility.
Joy.
It's a tough semester.
I have to go through.
It will be over soon, i promise.

下雨的夜晚

Couldn't even let go.
There are 5 stages of grieving. And now i'm back to denial state.
That's the reason i'm so afraid of losing, losing someone precious, letting them go.
Memories do not fade away, it still lingers fresh in my mind.

To err is human, to forgive divine.

I'm back to here again after so long.
I couldn't express my feelings to anyone thus it's better i wrote it down.
A lot of things have happened.
Relationship changes.
University life is fun but tiring despite the jam (especially timetable is sucks for this semester)
I think i miss all of you. Back to those time when we laughed so cheerfully.
Barrier is built. It's no way to go back to the memory we had together. Hopefully we can break the barrier and create new memories again. Who knows? Unexpected things always happen. Nobody is willing to take the first step. How strong my courage should be?
Thank you all of you for loving me. Everyone deserve to be joyful and full of hopes.
Dream high, fly high.

12.16.2013

在分岔路的时候，用理智还是跟着心走。

那么努力，到底最终的目的是什么？

彷徨的时候，看着天。人生不过如此。

一生，一时。

最初，最终。

今天的我，总会把昨天的我，看得很无知。

长不大。心灵，那么的脆弱。

记得，看过一个很有意思的短文，

‘拿一个碟子，往地上丢。’

‘恩，好的。’

‘碎了吗？’

‘碎了。’

‘那你可以恢复原状吗？’

‘。。。’

有些人，有时很不愿意承认，在你心中留下了不可磨灭的痕迹。

很想忘记。没了伤口，却留下了疤痕。

再怎么修补，回不到从前，找不到天真。

可是，努力，一个诚恳的心，可以把两个心，重新认识。

没办法回到最初，不如从头来过，把信心建立在磐石。

至少，消除了遗憾。

一些年，过得很荒唐。

轰轰烈烈，或归于平平淡淡。

泪水，是装饰。不完美中的完美。

恨一个人，不如爱一个人。

这些年，你过得还好吗？

珍惜眼前人。

错过，再也没有机会。

开拓视野。

也许，把怨恨埋起来。

感恩，感谢。

一切，都会美好。

失落的时候，不乱乱发脾气。

不把自己封锁。

失败的时候，不气馁。

哭过了，就要站起来。

勇气。

谁说，暴风雨后的彩虹才是最绚丽？

用心去领会，可能，风暴里的风景，是你拾回信心及勇气的源头。

2013年，快过了。时间，真的不等人。

悄悄地在你手指的缝隙中，像流沙般的，随风而去。

怎么抓，也抓不住。

Blessings. love.

进退

默默无声。
一定被人当作无理取闹。
一次·一次。
崩溃。
想抽离·
自己到底要什么。
没想法，还是不敢有想法。
可能，之间真的有，我跨不过的距离。
我透不过气了。
很累了，
假装什么事都没发生。
微笑。不要虚伪。
忙碌，真的可以让我忘记。
那短暂的心疼。
为何。我真的不明白。
我也不想去明白。
倦了。
每一个字，压着。
不要再留意了。
明知道，结果会是一样。
我该怎么逃。
是我的问题吗。
还是要学会大方一点。
能容忍吗。
遏止，想念的心。